友情与爱情

对她来说，友情与爱情可以有很多的哲理。当你从某某书看见的一些道理，并不一定是绝对的；但也不是绝错的。对与错似乎看你用什么心情与什么心态吧！

近来身边似乎掀起了约会季节，身边的朋友都忙着策划着与喜欢的人的约会。大家都忙着想要去哪，要做些什么等等。而当你依然是孤身寡人的这一刻，无论你是否想过，也不论是否有对象，心里总会有种落寞的感伤，甚至也有了想找个伴的冲动。而当一个人陷在如此的状况时，心里的感触也特别的多。。。。。。

她开始发现朋友需要互相的鼓励，指导，帮忙-在朋友追求人生中的幸福时。。。更重要的是有一双愿意为朋友而打开的耳朵，为朋友分担他的急虑，在适当时给与他方向。而情人，便是朋友在意的那个人。也许，那个情人从来都不懂这一厢的那个朋友做了些什么，然而他/她却可以感受到那份用心，也享受着那份用心。朋友间帮忙制造浪漫，而情人却是享受所谓的浪漫。无论哪个过程，对朋友与情人都是甜蜜的。

朋友与情人也可以是一体的。一些人会以朋友的身份了解一个人，而日久生情，升华成情侣。那时候，朋友与情侣是合体。然而，一些朋友是因为了解而无法成为情侣。那你呢？

Chinese New Year

How your New Year time? What yours feeling during this festival? This new been special and not as well for me…

Special because of got to spend some time with some people especially my brother that did not spent his time for us for couples of years. We seem did not talked for decade, and miss the times that talk to him so much. He been the one most understand me in the family and we shared a lot. Had been long time I did not have the chance to understand his life. We both miss out part of our life. Have you ever depart or separate with someone that you can talk to? The one the understand you? I am not sure whether that is good for me to get this chance back because is under a bad circumstance.

Why the new year not special for me in the other hand? Because that is nothing special for me, just go visit. The worst part was, I do not have any Chinese New Year feel... It seem just a holiday, a semester break for me.

Half of the month just past so fast and New Year had gone. I can’t even remember what I did during this New Year.

Anyway, wish you all have a prospectus year ya! All the best to you all ya!

Dream...

Believe that everyone of you have your own dream even it is just appeared for short period or just a small dream… I do have my own as well, but I had left it behind… Dunno start from when, the dream seems not a dream for me, it seems like a burden for me or it seem make me feel tire… Why? Coz I start forgot those powers that motivate me move toward to my dream. I loss in the way toward it… I start found all tough stuff seems follow me, never let me go, and I start left my dream behind… Do you ever think what you will be if you lost your dream as your direction? Life seems meaningless for you…

Perhaps I was lucky enough? I met someone that talked about dream. What he said is truth: If you think u can’t, you all attract that negative energy which show u can’t to be with you. When you believe in you, you can attract that positive energy that make all things become possible, especially your dream. Perhaps it is hard to achieve it, but in the end of the day, u can make it as well. Besides, I met someone that face similar problems as me. But he show a strong determination in chasing his dream, he never give up on it. Even though he does felt frustrated, but what I see from him is that he keep on what he dream of. Sure life not only with our dream, it do mix with a lot of reality problems that may prevent us from our dream, but I do see his effort to overcome it. I know it is not easy, thus I wish he can continue his spirit because that motivates me in “chasing” my dream as well… Guy does keep on your work… Let add oil together o!

My mind is with...

This blog, in fact, I wish to write in Chinese thus I can express it better. But as I promised my friend, I insist write in English to practice it.

3^rd year Uni life, is going to end up soon coz time pass fast… Many things happened, and past… I keep on ask myself, what is my goal in this semester? I wished to get better result in the previous semester to pull back my CGPA, but I was failed to do so. However, isn’t it will be my mission for this semester? I do not know, but for sure is I will try my best. Try to be keen with what I have to study but not force myself to study because want get better result.

About friends, I had some new discovered. Previously, friends seem everything for me. I had fun with my best friends, enjoyed my sweet moment with them, and they are my spiritual support. However, in the end of the day, I felt been betray, been cheated… Perhaps, I was too persisting on what I think is correct and that is not for her, thus, we become far and far… I been sad for many times, but what I had learned is that let go… I will let go those unhappy stuff, but I know, we will never back to the initial. Perhaps you do not really know how much I care for the relationship before. You may blame me been cruel to you, and I have nothing to explain, because our opinion is too different on it. To be honest with you, I learned to be more “open heart” in certain way, thank you for it.

And I found, people are selfish. Perhaps this is the real humanity. When we expect this friend will do this do that, but in the end of the day you may find out that they do whatever that benefit them the most. Perhaps you and me are selfish as well? But really upset seeing people acting this and that… Seem acting all the time.

Even though been hurt, or failed in maintain a friendship before, but I believe the world is full of miracle. I still believe in people even though I know people not trust-able. Thanks for those friends that stand with me when I was down, thanks for them being by my side when I need them. Hope people always believe that miracle will happen and wish you fortunate enough to find your “life-long” friend…

Special New Year

2010, is a new starting for me. In the previous year, many unhappy things happened and happen. But through those events, I believe that I had become a better person. At least I become more mature in certain way....Perhaps the period to go through those harsh things was suffer but is worth, at least i had learned from that....

And in year 2010, I have my dearest friends with me, happy to have they all with me. In the first day of 2010, I din't go for any celebration, just chit chat with some of my friends, but is happy...And I realized that, I like this kind of life- the most simplest but the most happy life for me.... Simple but special for me ^_^